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[24 Feb 2004|02:47pm] |
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Dia!!! My lil' sis! I don't know if you saw my post on your lj concerning your valentine's card. TRhank you so much, it's beautiful and i loved what you wrote, it was all cute and cool. I luv ya and I promise to send you mail i'm sooo lazy nad I have no head but I'll do my best...
Cino a raison, je ne poste plus et du coup, on m'oublie, enfin, il m'oublie puisque qu'il doit y avoir en gros deux personnes qui me lisent dans ce bas monde; J'ai emmené ma moitié chez le dentiste ce matin, grosse rage de dent, belle carie que le dr a tripoté pendant 45 bonnes minutes mais l'ange a été très courageux.
Trois week ends que je me pourris de l'intérieur à cause de ce dangereux ami qui s'incruste chez moi dans les bras de mes convives : l'acool. Heureusement que nos amis sont repartis sur la route et qu'ils ne seront pas sur Paris ce week end, ça nous permettra de faire papi et mami, ça fait pas de mal.
Tiens à ce propos, voilà une tof de notre petit bébé.
Elle a grandit depuis, elle vient d'avoir cinq mois et elle s'appelle Fluffy.
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[18 Jun 2003|05:44pm] |
Dans le monde ennuyeux d'aujourd'hui, un monde socialement restrictif, culturellement borné et tellement vide de signification, être amoureux est l'acte ultime de la révolution, la résistance la plus significative.
L'amour transforme le monde. Pour les amants, l'ennui se métamorphose en passion. L'acceptation d'une réalité banale se transforme en un désir d'être plus vivant que jamais et de reprendre le contrôle de son existence. Le monde qui par le passé semblait si dénué de sens et ennuyeux se remplit de signification, de risques, de somptuosité et de danger. Le ciel qui était vide se remplit d'étoiles n'attendant qu'à être décrochées. Pour l'amant la vie est un don, une aventure à l'enjeu inestimable. Chaque moment est inoubliable, déchirant dans sa beauté évanescente. Lorsqu'un homme tombe amoureux, alors qu'il s'est par le passé senti si désorienté, aliéné, et confus, sa volonté et ses désirs lui deviennent transparents, il sait exactement ce qu'il veut. Soudainement son existence prend un sens; sa vie semble valoir d'être vécue, elle lui paraît glorieuse et noble. La passion brûlante est l'antidote qui sauvera les plus désespérés et les plus résignés.
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[13 Jun 2003|11:50am] |
PAST First grade teacher's name: Mr Villetorte Last word you said: "you're welcome" Last song you sang: "Move Your Feet" by Junior Senior Last song stuck in your head: "Ambumace Vs Ambulance" by the blood brothers PRESENT What's in your CD player: "Plague Soundscapes"by The Locust What color socks are you wearing: blue What's under your bed: clothes What's the weather like: quite couldy and hot What time did you wake up today: 9am FUTURE Who do you want to marry: My boyfriend Are you going to college: not anymore Where do you want to go: everywhere What is your career going to be: don't have any idea Where are you going to live: south of France How many kids do you want: 3 Kids' names: this is a secret. Where do you want your honeymoon: Hawai What kind of car will you have: a Buick
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[23 May 2003|11:48am] |
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“You were always on my mind” by Elvis |
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Well we celebrated our five months anniversary on the 20th. Ok, it sounds cheezy as hell but we 're in that kind of stuff. Can't wait to move together. He's what I've always been waiting for, I wish he could get more confident and stop ghating himsef cos he's the sweetest thing in the world and no one have made me feel so good in my whole life... But I can't help being sad for ppl who are not that happy, so these are some messages for you :
Yadia : Stop falling in love with the first jerk who cross your way cos he's pretty or something ;-) You're beautiful and really smart, so stop falling into traps made by no one but your. You're young, stop thinking too much, do the things you want to do and that make you feel good without caring too much about boys. Look at me, I've waiting for 23 years to find him...You have many things to live... aned let them come to you, trust me they will.
Cino : J'espère que tu t'en sors pas trop mal, j'ai cru comprendre que tu n'étais plus avec elle, entre nous, quand tu écris sur elle, c'est très souvent négatif, alors c'est peut-être mieux ainsi. Je ne suis pas très fataliste (quoi que) mais je pense qu'il ne sert à rien de s'acharner contre les éléments ou le destin et il est très très bon de savoir qu'on a le pouvoir de tourner une page. Pense un peu plus à toi...
Blood Brothers fuckin'rules
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[22 Apr 2003|12:07pm] |
 -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.
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| Wise men say only fools rush in... |
[24 Feb 2003|12:42pm] |
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Well, I haven't updated for a looooong time, sorry (even if I know nobody reads this, whatever;-)) I don't post a lot cos' I'm doing pretty good, and what's more annoying than hearing someone telling how happy he is? Well, I'm with him for more than two months now, things are perfect, he's often at my place and calls it home. We go out a lot, we're covering each other with presents, he's awesome. We're planning on moving together this summer. This is gonan be a big step for both of us, but the beginning of a new exciting chapter in our lives. Our love story is more beautiful than in any romantic movie. He sometimes call me his lil' Bidget Jones.He's what I've been looking for since I was born. We spent a week end at my parents', they liked him even if he was soooo shy... poor little thing. My sister just loves him and it makes me happy. Well Sun is shinning in Paris today, feels like spring is coming, it's just perfect. This morning I dropped a hot cup of tea on my brand new pants at the office, it has been painful but so ridiculous I laughed, especially people around me. Saw cave-In yesterday night, it ruled.
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| No matter what I do, all I think about is... |
[17 Jan 2003|11:52am] |
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Well, long time, no update. Still in love, still happy and this time, I'm pretty sure it's gonna last. We sais I love you to eachother two weeks ago and he's always telling me that I'm everything he's been looking for. We're talking bout future and want our relationship to last forever. We talk about everything, he's my lover and my best friend. For the very first time I know what true love is about. I've never felt like this before, so happy and secure. I know what a real couple is and I know how it feels to want to spend the rest of your life with someone. I've suffered a lot in the past, so did he. We understand each other perfectly. There are no words to describe what we feel. It's like in a movie. I found him and all I can say to all my friends is to believe in it, it happened for me, it can happen to everybody... Damn, I should find this Dr Pepper commercial Yadia wrote about;-) Cyndi Lauper rules haha
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[09 Jan 2003|06:21pm] |
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Well I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while.... Maybe because erverything's going really good for me. I'm so in love with someone who loves me. That's juste awesome, I can't believe it happened to me. Finding a guy who loves like I am, he's the sweetest finest thing in the world. And knowing that he loves me like I do is so unbelievable. *sighs*
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[23 Dec 2002|12:34pm] |
Guess who has a new boyfriend??????? yeah you got it : ME!! He's really sweet and beautiful, really fun and everything. We had our first kiss on friday night. It's all cool
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[05 Dec 2002|02:52pm] |
This morning I got an e-mail from daryl, it's short but cool, it made my day!
"I will be seeing you in a days!!!! I can't wait! Thanks for writing me babe! I am at the airport terminal right now and are about to get on my plane! Hugs and kisses!!!!! Bye baby.... Daryl"
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| Time to move on |
[05 Dec 2002|11:16am] |
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Time to move on... there are so many interesting people here, I can't keep my eyes closed .... I'm starting to see how there are many ways to be happier.... I'm turning the page, closing the chapter ... that's so empowering
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[02 Dec 2002|11:22am] |
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I had so many weird dreams these last days... it makes feel like something's gonna happen to me soon, good or bad. I wish for something obviously as I've suffered enough these last months. In the same time I feel my ex bf has found a new girl and don't want to tell me... Whether I'm right or wrong I know I shouldn't bother but that's one of my weaknesses... f**** it!
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[27 Nov 2002|05:33pm] |
I SEE? a comp screen I NEED? love I FIND? some pens I WANT? love I HAVE? nothing I WISH? I could be more self confident I LOVE? Music I HATE? Boys I MISS? Love I FEAR? Love I FEEL? Sick I HEAR? Music I SMELL? perfume I CRAVE? Love I SEARCH? Happiness I WONDER? What it's like to be loved I REGRET? Nothing WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU... SMILED? this afternoon LAUGHED? yesterday CRIED? a few days ago BOUGHT SOMETHING? last week DANCED? last week end WERE SARCASTIC? today KISSED SOMEONE ? october 22nd TALKED TO AN EX ? today WATCHED YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? a few months ago HAD A NIGHTMARE? last week LAST BOOK YOU READ? fuckin' bridget Jones diary LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? can't remember LAST SONG YOU HEARD? Some Pixies LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? Water LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED? This morning LAST THING YOU ATE? rice DO YOU... DO DRUGS? No HAVE SEX? Yes SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS? No LIVE IN THE MOMENT? Try to HAD A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK? No PLAY AN INSTRUMENT? Yes BELIEVE THERE IS LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS? Yes REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? Yes STILL LOVE THEM? No READ THE NEWSPAPER? Yes HAVE ANY GAY OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? Yes BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? No BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? Yes/No CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS? Yes CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE? Right now Yes LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? not really, like the effect of it HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY? No BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? No BELIEVE IN GOD? No BELIEVE IN MAGIC? Yes PRAY? No GO TO CHURCH? No HAVE ANY PETS? Yes TALK TO STRANGERS WHO IM YOU? Yes WEAR HATS? No HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? No (but used to) HAVE ANY TATTOOS? No HATE YOURSELF? Yes HAVE AN OBSESSION? Yes HAVE A SECRET CRUSH? Yes COLLECT ANYTHING? No HAVE A BEST FRIEND? Have two WISH ON STARS? No LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? never thought of that HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? Yes CARE ABOUT LOOKS? Sometimes BELIEVE IN WITCHES? Don't know BELIEVE IN SATAN? Don't know BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? Don't know
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